He used to be a lonely boy,
A very lonely boy.
He used to waste time by staring at the ceiling all night long,
But yeah, he stills does that.
He used to wait for hours and hours for her, though knowing she will never come.
And she never came.
He used on missing her every single second.
He used on seeing her smile.
He used on staying away from her, just to pretend he don’t care.
And he used to the feeling that he loves her.
So one day, he got tired.
He traveled by air, to a very,very far away land.
But he still feels the same.
He missed, pretend, and feels the same way towards her.
Spring has sprung,
And he walks on a lonely road alone.
Sits on the floor alone.
Stares in a crowded place, with all these happy people, all smiles, all laugh, everyone is just happy, and yet he stays alone.
A girl sits beside her.
Her eyes are blue, her hair is long, quite long compared with normal girl.
She asked him, ”Are you okay?”
She added, ”you seems so sad“
She said ”Are you hungry?“
And gave him a cookie.
17 Apr 2013 @ 07:15PM /
TAGGED AS: personal dear love love feelings sad
I just thought it would be a nice title but it isnt another dear love story but mostly related to it.
Hi, I know its been so long, things changed, you changed, and as well as I. But here’s the thing, I think, someone else took my heart. Yeah. Im being serious. I never realized that I will love another but I did, and its amazing.
I like her and I dont know if she likes me cause were complete opposite. More opposite than we used to be. I guess this is our finale.
Yesterday, I promised to loved you forever. But, today, I met her and we became friends. And the next day, we became bestfriends, and the next next day, I dont know. But here’s another thing, she just gave happiness a new meaning.
And if you got something to say, you know where to reach me, and if you want to be friend, Im more than happy to friends with you. Let’s be civil. You said, Im the worst person in this world, and I will never grew up. But, I think my next step will make me more like a man.
Happy 1st Birthday to my blog!!
I’m so happy that my blog just turn one. Well, my blog is my life and it makes me happier to share my stories and getting people being inspired with it. I never thought blogging is fun but it turned out to be the best thing that I’ve ever done.
And thank you to all my lovely followers who’s always been there for me, for all the messages that I received, good or bad comments, I appreciate them all.
From being a tourism student, to flight steward and hopefully an art student here in Cali, I would like to hug you all. :))
You’ll go and I’ll be okay, I can dream the rest away Its just a little touch of fate, it will be okay :))
I been busy since last September, lol jk.
So if you’re reading my blog regularly, you will notice that I keep on saying I’m doing an art project, I call it art project because it is somehow related to art. Okay, straight to the point. I already finish my scrapbook! yey! hahaha
This scrapbook was supposed to be a gift for my ex-girlfriend but since I’m a busy geek, it took me 5months to finished it lol. I will not explain why I choose scrapbook, and what’s its content hahaha, but to give you a hint, its our memories.
So here it is, from my cutting day to gluing days lol
it is messy right?
that’s my name hahaha
that’s her name. :))
that’s our name lol
showing some content.
gluing it up
guess what? i put a cd in it. I recorded a song for her, but hey guess what else. she will not play it. swear. :))
so its done and its now on lbc’s hand.
So while I’m doing this post. I received a text message from someone whom I can trust a lot, and she let me read her conversation with her (ex) and guess what, she hates like hell. I really thought at least she will say goodbye to me, after all that we been through but guess what else, she doesnt give a fucking damn about me. Okay, I’m not hurt not bitter but a little shaky. And this will be my last post about her. Im leaving tomorrow, please give me a warm welcome LA. :))
So bye for now, and hello later. Will change my blog title soon. hahaha
She’s the girl that I dreamnt on marrying someday. But she’s happy now with her new bf. And this will be my 2nd to the last post about her because I’m saying goodbye to her and now I’m letting her go and I’m getting over with her. :))
Dear Love # 38
I know I said I will not write another dear love post but forgive me If I did
Its been almost a year since I said I will move on but since fate is not helping me, I am still in my moving on stage. I know I suck haha
To end my stupidity, Its been almost 2months since my ex girlfriend said that she will move on and she will now live her life without me. And you know, to me personally, I don’t think she can move on but I am wrong for the nth, Im wrong. She has a boyfriend now, and the best part is, its not me. But I can see her happy with that guy, and to me there’s no problem with that. As long as she’s happy and as long as he will not hurt her, Im cool with that.
I know its boastful to think that she cannot replace me but she did I guess I can eat my words because I really think her love for me is unconditional and I really think that it will last forever. I thought our love is unbreakable and no one can separate us, but then again I’m wrong. Its so funny because I always think we have an epic love story, I love her more than Chuck Bass loves Blair Wardolf and I really think she loves me more than Blair loves Chuck but then Blair finds Louis. suck me. Well, the only person I can blame is myself because I failed in everything I did.
Now, I’m decided. I will move on and have a new life. And I promise this time, I will be happy. And I promise, no more dear love post again. hahaha
And you know, yes I’m leaving Philippines, I’ll be living with my older sister who is currently residing at California, and Im excited. And basically that’s the reason why Im not updating this blog because Im busy. Im sorry guys like my friend always says, at this moment I’m sabaw in english soup lol hahaha. So I will say goodbye to Philippines this 28 but I will say hello to California on the 29th. :))
So bye dear love and hello new life!
Here’s an acoustic cover of Death Cab For Cutie’s song I will follow you into the dark. Hope you enjoy! :))
Its my funeral song lol
I know its kind’a late but happy new year!
I miss you.
04 Jan 2012 @ 10:41PM /
TAGGED AS: dear love happy new year new year
There is no doubt that Christmas is my favorite holiday. Since today is my off, me and my baby sis planned to go shopping today to buy xmas gifts and I must say that we have a long list lol but we still manage to buy them all, thanks to our Aunt. Hahaha
Advance Merry Christmas! And don’t forget to share love to everyone. And since we are talking about sharing, Mindanao needs our helps, we can donate through Philippine Red Cross. Every little thing can make a big difference. After all Christmas is giving. Be safe and enjoy the Holidays!
SOBRANG MISS NA MISS NA KITA!